Do you ever feel like sometimes you are just drained? For whichever reasons it might be…
Sometimes I realize I’m not even writing as frequently as I was before or as frequently as I wished to.
I realize my brain is somewhat overloaded and nothing comes to my mind to write about. And that’s tremendously unusual because it’s something I love doing and I always have something to say about almost everything!
Between ensuring my week goes as smoothly as possible, and getting some fun and social life out there, it seems I’m living my life in auto pilot. And that drives my crazy.
Between managing you car breaking down, getting a rental, thinking if you really need a rental, yes you do need one to go to Abu Dhabi next week, need to go to the supermarket, deal with some stuff for the new apartment, need to go here, there, do this, that… bla bla bla… it never ends.
And sometimes you just want to do nothing, comply with no schedules… you just want to live a bit.
Live in the freedom of doing what you want to do with no imposed restrictions.
I don’t know how people with kids and a family to manage, besides a job, make it! I admire them so much!! It takes courage and so much discipline to do it! You are super humans, really!
But in any case, one does it’s best in understanding these are only phases and they too shall pass until smoother times come along again.
I focus on the amazing things I’ve been accomplishing step by step.
I’m scared somehow they’ll disappear but I keep living in a perspective of building, not losing.
Time will tell if it’s the right strategy.