Year after year

Well… it was my birthday again!

You get older as a sign of living!!

I’ve been doing a bit of an exercise for quite some time now.

I worry about my age.

I worry a lot.

I worry about what it means regarding a few roads that may start closing permanently.

I don’t feel my age.

I feel 10 years younger which makes me live in an illusion.

I feel the age pressure but I don’t feel connected to it.

I feel I still have a full life ahead.

But then the crazy little bastards in your mind (the so called thoughts) make their grand appearance and tell you it’s not that simple.

Time is running out.

So you think of everything you dreamed of doing versus what you can get done by yourself.

You can still be yourself.

You can still look forward to spending time with someone who can just appreciate you for who you are.

Without caring if you’re pretty enough, skinny enough, strong enough, smart enough… perfect enough.

Someone to whom you are simply enough.

It doesn’t necessarily mean a love relationship.

Can be a friend with whom you can just chill, laugh, talk and be there for each other (though the perks of a love relationship would be welcomed)!

Be both the crazy you and the quiet you.

Both the angel and the devil.

But you do need to set aside the panic of age pressure and social needs.

Focus on acceptance.

Of you. As you are.

It’s not as easy as it seems.

It requires plenty of self-work.

When you accept your flawed self, you’ll learn how to accept others as they are.

Year by year.

Earn them.

Respect them.

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